The heat is on. I discovered I have *very* little time to do what I set out. I'm sure I wont reach my goals. Even if I work without sleeping a wink, I can't do it. When did all this happen? While I was out making conspiracy theories. And I was right! People who knew did not bother telling me things are not as easy as they seem and what I did was only scratch the surface all these days. I realise I am in deep shit now. Yes, this is what I'm used to, you think I'd say. No, I'm used to a lot less pressure. The pressure I was talking about in my previous post was the pressure to come up to my own expectations. The pressure now is to come up to the minimum requirement. They're so not the same thing!
Pray for me.
* sigh *
9 years ago
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